Timing and Subtitles by Expect The Unexpected Team @ Viki Ripped & Resynch by ErXi on Subscene
♫ What I lost, I don't want ♫
♫ What I failed to achieve, I no longer think of ♫
♫ What I didn't love, I'll just love something else ♫
♫ What has been forgotten, I don't wish for ♫
♫ What is no longer seen, I don't miss ♫
♫ When tears fall, let them fall ♫
♫ Even if life were ordinary again ♫
♫ Life still wouldn't be impermanent ♫
♫ Just look at humanity's every day ♫
♫ The impermanence of life slipping by ♫
♫ No matter what tomorrow’s weather brings ♫
♫ We must enjoy today's rain ♫
♫ No matter if tomorrow’s flowers will bloom ♫
♫ The butterfly in front of you still loves the floral scent ♫
♫ Hey, hey, hey ♫
♫ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♫
♫ Oh, oh, oh ♫
♫ No matter what tomorrow’s sky will be like ♫
♫ Enjoy today’s blue sky ♫
♫ No matter if tomorrow’s butterfly will circle in the air ♫
♫ Someone right now is cheering it on, life will still have many variables ♫
♫ Imminent is the daily life before you, live every day like there’s no tomorrow ♫
♫ The ability to understand the ordinary is so remarkable ♫
♫ How simple it is! ♫
[Unexpected]
Therefore, in this world, this Lu Zixing person
will never succeed.
Lu Zixing, even though I can't completely solve all those things in the past;
however, I will always be there by your side
to face the unknown future.
Sooner or later we'll have to leave this world. If you are really in love,
what will you do if one day Dad decides to leave?
When Gong Cheng and Encai get together,
will He Jie leave this world?
Encai and I had a misunderstanding.
You and Teacher He are sincerely in love. Why give him up to Xiao Xing?
You want to complete your mission and leave.
I can't give you an answer, because I don't know where I'll be in the future.
These are some snacks suitable for your condition.
You prepared them especially for me?
[Episode 13: When I want a guy, I have a thousand ways to get him]
What's wrong?
Dad, you won't change your mind, right?
- I don't know. - Dad,
you can't waver. We have to be calm. We have to be firm. We want to leave this world.
Don't pick on me. What about you? Where are you at with your mission?
I think mine is going a little better than yours.
A little better. What do you mean?
I feel like Su Zixu has serious feelings for me.
Therefore, your mission is almost over. You're leaving this world soon.
Yeah! However, I've thought of something new.
- I want to give up my mission. - Why? - Because now I have the same problem as you, Dad.
Do you think we can really develop feelings in this world?
If one day I leave this world and Su Zixu still has feelings for me,
then my departure would be hurting him.
My real past was like this: I had cancer, I could never start a real relationship.
People were also unwilling to start a relationship with me when there was no future.
If I continue trying to complete my mission here,
without restraining Su Zixu's feelings for me, then when I leave, he'll be the one hurt the deepest.
Then, what are you going to do?
Dad,
- I want to find someone to complete the mission for me. - What do you mean?
What do you think of Ji Rui as a person?
You want to pair Ji Rui and Su Zixu?
Anyway, my mission is for Su Zixu to find someone he can truly love,
not to be stuck on Pei Encai. Then this true love doesn't have to be me.
Have you considered Ji Rui's wishes?
I will research that!
This mission is still better accomplished by her than by me.
Have you ever heard the saying "A short pain is better than a long pain"? Dad, you have to hold on!
Okay.
He Jie, let's see how you arrange me in the story.
Lu Zixing wanted to thoroughly drive a wedge between Gong Cheng and Pen Encai's relationship.
She took advantage of the hot spring vacation to put drugs in Gong Cheng's wine.
To create an illusion that they had a one night stand; have Pei Encai misunderstand and become heart broken.
The innocent Gong Cheng fell for it. Overtaken by guilt, he promised to Lu Zixing, "I will take responsibility".
"Don't worry, I will take responsibility!" Ugh!
Take responsibility, right? You're able to draw out this kind of plot?
You want to take responsibility?
Okay! I'll give you the chance!
Xiao Xing?
Hello, where are you Encai?
I want to talk to you.
I feel like we should plan a hot spring vacation for once.
Not much, I just think that...
everybody's relationships have been a bit messy recently.
I want to help manage it a bit.
Very nice.
We're here.
This room is for the two of us. Here you go.
This room is for you two.
Okay, then I'm going in.
Go.
- Bai Lian and Ji Rui are staying in the B area. Is it okay? - Don't worry.
Doctor Su is also in the B area.
Then let's clean up and go find them.
Today, I'm a little tired. I want to go to the room and rest.
Then, later we'll go and have dinner with them later.
Okay.
What are you trying to do? Whose relationship with whom are you trying to manage?
You know that "hot spring vacation" is a very sensitive term. And you put this scene together. What are your intentions?
Whatever my intentions are, you'll know it very soon.
Stop scheming. Say it directly. What's your objective?
Xiao Xing, come in.
Coming! I'll see you later.
Get the ball.
Let's not play this anymore.
Why?
Why are you suddenly so sad?
Ji Rui,
if you found yourself facing a relationship that you know will come to nothing, what would you do?
Would come to nothing?
That means that there is no result.
Then, I think there is no point in starting it.
If this happens, both will be very sad. Once you show your feelings,
you will wish for something in return. But if you get nothing in return or an external force prevents you from being together,
then as sweet as it is being together, when you separate you'll suffer just as much.
This is what I fear the most, too.
But if you give up just because it will come to nothing, wouldn't it be such a pity?!
If you don't try opening your heart and be with the one you love,
if you don't try to fight together against the fate of separation,
then how can you prove you ever loved each other?
The most important thing about love is not to always have a result.
The process of it all is the essence of love. Because you have no way to determine
if the value of love lies in forever or this moment.
Then the two things you just said amount to having said nothing, right?
Because there's no right or wrong in love.
There is only compatible and not compatible.
- Who'd have thought you'd get it so well. Have you been in love? - No.
Then, do you want to be in love?
- I wish. - Then, if you had a boyfriend, how would you take care of him?
First, I would give him 100% of my trust. Between us
there will definitely be no lies. When he's tired or exhausted,
if he needs time to think, I will give him time and space.
Where did you learn this amazing advice?
You see. Between Xiao Xing and Teacher He, they lack time and space. Between Ah Cai and Gong Cheng, they lack
trust, right?
Ji Rui,
I didn't think that you would know so much!
Bai Lian, let's go! You're still recovering. Let's go home and rest.
So soon?
Let's go.
Bai Lian, you're always bullying me!
Teacher He, we're here to relax. Why are you so stressed?
No, say, what do you think Lu Zixing and Pei Encai are talking about?
Don't worry. Lu Zixing already told me everything. She came here to clear up my and Pei Encai's misunderstanding.
No, you don't understand. Your misunderstanding with Encai was all because of Lu Zixing.
Teacher He, sometimes I think you're too anxious.
Many times you have misunderstood Lu Zixing's good intentions towards you.
That's because you don't understand her. There are a lot of things hidden.
Gong Cheng, save me!
Save me, He Jie!
What happened? Encai said she doesn't want to stay with me anymore, so I'm here.
No, Xiao Xing told me a ghost story. She said she heard "sha sha sha" noises.
We also watched a lot of scary movies. Can we sleep with you?
It's too scary for us two girls.
Yep.
I think it's fine.
I also think it's fine.
Then the decision has been made.
Okay, let's go. Sleep well.
Let's go, let's go.
Hi.
- What are you doing? - Sleeping.
What is your motive?
I... just want to make a match of Gong Cheng and Encai. Aren't both of them already in the same room together?
They are in a room together, but you... and I, now...
We're going to be in a room together?
- Yeah? - Yeah?
This was all your plan, right?
Yeah. So, now, you know my motive, right?
Therefore, you were hoping today...
Just try and touch that lock on the door again... I'll immediately call out "sexual harassment"!
And by then, even if you had ten mouths, you would not be able to clear it up.
I... I'm telling you. I‘ve merely been momentarily careless to have fallen into your trap.
But I will definitely not allow myself to be seized without putting up a fight... I will also definitely not obediently submit!
Then, Good luck. Good luck! Good luck! Good luck!
Lu Zixing, what I told you at the cafe were sincere words.
Why can't you properly think over our situation?
I've already thought about it? If Lu Zixing likes a guy, she'll think of a thousand ways to get him.
So, what you say doesn't matter. Our relationship is up to me.
Also, don't forget, you created this situation yourself.
Yes, I did draw this scenario, but do you really have to be so faithful to the original work?
I even drew Ah Cai getting kidnapped, and you watching without saving her. Are you going to copy that in the future?
Believe in yourself. You're not your comic book character. You don't have to do what's in the book.
- Don't be mislead by the comic. Okay? What are you doing? - Okay.
Sleep, I've been up all day I want to relax. You sleep, too!
I'm not tired. You sleep by yourself.
Then, watch me sleep.
Why do you want me to watch you sleep?
Please c-c-cover yourself with your blanket.
No.
Okay, then you can sleep in the bed and I'll sleep on the sofa.
I...
Lu Zixing, what are you doing? Are you having fun?
I'm having fun!
Having fun.
Okay, you don't have to be afraid anymore. I'm here now, you can sleep soundly now.
Xiao Xing is too much. Clearly, she was also afraid. She had to tell me ghost stories in the middle of the night.
Fine. Now, I can't sleep.
My head is filled with that ghost she told me about.
Gong Cheng, can you look behind the curtain and make sure there really is nobody?
Don't worry. There is no one there.
Why don't I help shift your attention?
How will you shift it?
I'll tell you a story from when I was young.
I remember that when I was 7, I had a little dog.
I got him from the streets.
So, I called him Xiao Mei Qiu. (TN: "little coal ball")
But my parents were very against me raising Xiao Mei Qiu.
So I created a small shed in the back of my room.
Just for Xiao Mei Qiu to live in.
I still remember his eyes were black.
Ever since I made a mess of cutting his fur,
no matter how I called him, he would ignore me.
Wait here. I'll get your stuff. I'll take you home.
Are you not coming in?
What are you doing? Your criminal intent is too obvious.
Why did I give you the keys, to begin with?
Are you really not coming in?
First, give me the keys.
I'm regretting this!
Lu Zixing, I owe you.
Eating my food, sleeping in my bed, and not remembering how good I am.
Keep thinking about how to... torture... me. Really--
I have a knife in my hand. It's very dangerous.
Lu Zixing, I'm telling you. You're not going to succeed this way. I'm not tempted one bit.
You're looking at the wrong guy. There are guys that will and guys that won't.
Do I have to close the door or not?
Locking the door would make it look like I'm guilty.
But if I don't lock the door, in case she she loses restraint and barges in the middle of the night, what do I do?
But what if she has a nightmare in the middle of the night and I don't hear her?
No! Her nightmares would be fake for sure! There would be an agenda, for sure.
What if a thief breaks into the house in the middle of the night?
My house has an anti-thief alarm system. Doesn't easily attract thieves.
Why do I have to struggle so hard in my own room about sleeping or not, locking my door or not, closing the door or not?!
Lu Zixing!
Are you having a nightmare?
Don't worry. I'm right here. How about...
Tonight, I'll sleep here with you?
Leave! go back to your room! Go, go, go!
I'm not sleeping tonight!
"Form is empty." (T/N: from the Heart Sutra, classic of Buddhism)
No way! Even though it has a lid, you got it in?
What did I put in?
J-Just that kind... b-boost merriment kind. You didn't?!
Guess if I did or not.
With your low alcohol tolerance, you can't beat me. Plus, tonight, I'm not drinking even if you beat me to death.
Want to get my drunk? You won't succeed.
Why did you open so many bottles? Wait, wait!
You've broken the rules! You're too ruthless!
Drink less.
Cheng Cheng! Cheng Cheng, wake up and save me!
Cheng Cheng!
What's wrong Teacher He?
Cheng Cheng, you don't know what I've been going through in the past couple of days.
Lu Zixing is like a wild beast. She's going to eat me whole.
Oh.
Open the door, Cheng Cheng!
Save me!
It's not locked. Come in.
Teacher He!
Teacher He.
Teacher He?
What's wrong?
I have a question for you.
What's your question?
What is it like, to like a person?
Haven't we been over this question a lot of times?
Like this. When she does this, when she gets close to you, will you feel anything?
- Yeah. - Do you feel... limp and numb?
No, it's a cold, scary feeling.
Ji Rui, have you noticed that you've been seeing Doctor Su a lot recently?
- I have. - Then, have you noticed that you've been eating lots of snacks from Doctor Su recently?
- I have. - Then, have you noticed that Doctor Su has been very kind and warm and often smiling to you recently?
- I have. - Do you want to fall in love?
Yeah.
Then, what do you think about Doctor Su?
Doctor Su...
Why do you ask me about him so much?
Do I have any direct connection with Doctor Su?
Don't you think you two are compatible?
Are we?
You are.
Doctor Su treats people well and is very nice.
Have you ever seen him lose his temper? Also, he's very good at caring for people.
He always knows how to think about potential dangers for others.
If you have any problem and ask for his help, he never refuses. He's always thinking about how to be good to others,
and he never considers whether he'll get hurt.
Tasty.
And the most important thing is that you love making chicken soup and Doctor Su studies medicine.
He can teach you herbal stew diets.
So, I think you need to communicate more with Doctor Su. Deepen your relationship.
- Yes. - Yes.
Didn't you like Doctor Su?
No, you misunderstood.
I recently realized Doctor Su and I are not compatible.
The two of us have no future.
Really?
So, Ji Rui don't close Love's door. You have to bravely welcome
all possibilities. Eat some more. I'm going to the restroom.
[Su Zixu]
Hello, Doctor Su. I'm eating out,
but I forgot my wallet. Can you pick me up?
I'll wait for you.
Where is Bai Lian?
Bai Lian already left.
Then, what is this with us...?
Haven't we been meeting a lot recently?
Also, why am I always getting to eat your snacks? And why
are you always very good-tempered when you see me, and...
also, you smile at me?
Then, have you noticed that actually when we meet
you are always with Bai Lian?
Then, have you realized
that you always eat my snacks
from Bai Lian, too?
Yeah!
Then, have you realized that when I treat you well and make you laugh, actually
I'm always facing Bai Lian?
Right. I knew something was up.
Then, we have nothing to talk about.
Doctor Su!
Th-Then do you n-not know how to make herbal stew diets?
Right. I studied Western medicine. I'm going.
Move over a bit.
What do you mean?
Why did you put me together with Ji Rui?
You don't understand. I'm doing if for your own good.
How is that for my good? Putting me together with someone else. Whom do you think I like?
In the beginning, it was Pei Encai. Now, it can change to Ji Rui. What kind of person do you take me for?
Don't you know who I like?
Dad, I worshipped you for years, bought books, queued, replied to posts, fought off trolls. Say "deathly loyal"
and there's never going to be any fan as absolutely infatuated as me.
What do you want to do?
Now it's time for you to repay me.
On this matter, you must help me.
You... need to say the main point.
Encai, I want to tell you
the one that He Jie likes is actually me.
The things I did before may have caused a misunderstanding for you.
If all these misunderstandings messed up your relationship with Gong Cheng.
I'm really sorry because I don't want to see you like this.
Xiao Xing, now that you are in the middle of it, you're blinded by love.
Why am I the one blinded?
Because if He Jie liked you,
then Gong Cheng would be lying to me. But why would Gong Cheng lie to me?
That's right. Why?
Gong Cheng would never lie to me.
This is my medical examination report when I was alive. I can only remember this much. Dad,
can you use that fountain pen of yours to draw a copy of the medical examination report?
Why do you need to draw this?
I can't really be with Su Zixu. This is the only way I can think to solve it.
Encai, I wonder if you should think about it again. What if it's not what you think?
I think that the person Gong Cheng likes is actually...
Wait. Aren't these two the ones I'd sent to kidnap Ah Cai in the manga?
Why did they show up anyway?
Are they targeting Ah Cai now as well? Could it be that, even if I didn't do it,
this plot will still happen? No, I need to understand what is going on.
I need to go to the bathroom. Come with me.
What's going on?
Not good, let me first look for Gong Cheng.
Quickly, give me your phone.
Oh.
Why is there still no signal?
Take off your clothes and swap with mine.
What? Why? This is new. I still haven't worn it much.
Quickly! Don't talk so much.
Quick.
Encai listen to me. I'm going out first. You wait 30 minutes before you come out,
and then don't loiter around here. Get your driver to take you home. Got it?
What exactly is going on? What's with the anxiety?
You...
It's better if you don't know the reasons.
You're not being chased by debt collectors and running for your life, are you?
Yes, I'm being chased for debts, so now dressed up like you to escape. Understand?
Then.. what if they mistake me for you?
So, there might be some problems.
Are you still willing to help me?
What should we do? Debt collectors.
Yes.
I lose to you. You dummy.
How am I dumb? It's you who's not smart. Came up with this kind of idea.
Wait here for 30 minutes.
Be careful.
30 minutes. 30 minutes?
I can't act rashly and alert the enemy. I have to make sure whether they are truly after Ah Cai.
Gong Cheng! Debt collectors are chasing Xiao Xing.
[Lu Zixing]
Here. I've drawn it. Have you thought about it thoroughly?
Love has too many additional factors. It doesn't end well just because you say "love."
Dad, if we choose to love people from this world and then end up leaving,
then that's too cruel to them.
In the past world, no one would get in a relationship with me in this condition.
There probably won't be anyone in this world, either.
I've decided. Su Zixu is a good person.
No matter what, I can't hurt him.
Then, can you really bear to give up on him?
Haven't you always hoped to have a boyfriend like Su Zixu?
What is the point?
I will leave this world sooner or later. Anyway, the happiness of being with him right now,
I wish we never started.
No memories means no pain, right?
That way.
- Where are you running to? - Have you recognized the wrong person?
She looks familiar. I think it might be Pei Encai's friend.
First, catch her, then we'll talk. They're all from Crystal College. We can definitely get money.
Chase her!
I'm in trouble. Quickly come help me!
You're in trouble? Why are you not calling the police and calling me instead?
But I...
Have you heard the story of "cry wolf"?
Forget it. You wouldn't understand anyway.
Sir, the freezer is fixed. You can drive the truck away.
Okay.
Hey!
Cellphone.
Timing and Subtitles by Expect The Unexpected Team @ Viki
♫ From our first meeting I've practiced saying good-bye ♫
♫ I'm used to listening to the songs you like ♫
♫ When you are not by my side ♫
♫ None of my birthday wishes have come true ♫
♫ The whale in my dream is quietly stranded ♫
♫ What I didn't want changed is all changed ♫
♫ Your embrace started an adventure ♫
♫ I feel a little braver ♫
♫ But I'm still not strong enough to face you again ♫
♫ Remember the night you walked me home ♫
♫ That moment you kissed me softly ♫
♫ I want it to be forever ♫
♫ The heavy rain freely prolongs a silent world ♫
♫ As my eyes are firm ♫
♫ There's a smile on my face ♫
♫ Love me one more day ♫
♫ Every day, every bit is full of you ♫
♫ Who wouldn't long for you? ♫
♫ I loved you, I hated you ♫
♫ Those are all the best memories ♫
♫ Every day, every bit, I'm losing you ♫
♫ I finally believe in love ♫
♫ The greatest happiness, the greatest heartache, the greatest loneliness ♫
♫ Are the most beautiful, the most unforgettable, the most anticipated ♫
♫ The tears that fell because of you ♫
♫ Became stars in the night sky ♫
♫ Don't feel guilty, don't be sorry, don't guess ♫
♫ Time will provide the answers ♫
♫ I can feel your love ♫
♫ Love me one more day ♫
♫ Every day, every bit is full of you ♫
♫ Who wouldn't long for you? ♫
♫ I loved you, I hated you ♫
♫ Those are all the best memories ♫
♫ Every day, every bit, I'm losing you ♫
♫ I finally believe in love ♫